a weird thing happened to me the other day. i woke up on the 24th and had no idea it was christmas eve until i saw the date on an email that came in. in the past i would have been counting down the days until then, but it just caught me by surprise. its unfortunate how christmas doesn't have the same meaning as it used to be for me. i think it has something to do with all the changes that i've been going through. years ago it was what cool new gadget my parents were going to get me, now its am i going to have enough money to pay for my car registration. growing up sucks!

in terms of my xmas, my mom decided to have a super budget xmas and buy me socks, shirts, boxers, and a license plate cover for xmas/birthday. thats what sucks about having your bday so close to xmas, you get "xmas/birthday".

tessa came from new mexico and we had a lot of fun for a couple days. i decided to take her out on an actual "date", first one i've gone on in awhile. we went to this fancy restaraunt at the hyatt in north scottsdale, then got on one of the gondolas and had some italian guy rowing us around the lake serenading us in italian. we went mini golfing after that then came back to my place and drank. she'll be back next week when we go to disneyland for my birthday.

i've been dealing with a virus that totally fucked my computer up. i think i got rid of most of it but there might be some traces left.

in surprising news, my douche bag roommates decided that they would rather pay an extra $100 each and have me out on the 1st then let me pay up until the 17th when i move into the dorms. this means i have 6 days to get my shit moved out. until the 17th i'll be staying with cory at his place in tempe. i think its a good time to leave, the location and the actual place is great but the people i live with are dicks. i overheard them complaining about me last night about how i'm too tight with my money and that i bitch at them to clean up their shit too much. guilty as charged!

i've been spending the past few days in super lazy unemployed mode. i wake up around 2 or 3 and watch some of the heroes season 1 dvd (the new show i'm watching), or playing madden or some other game.

21 in 10 days!